Wow my last post is now almost 4 months ago, actually I planned to write something more, but it came me what in between. Where do I start, Shayan started 1st grade in August, which is going very well but also means more organization for me with the all his activities (soccer, gymnastics, sangeetham,, tamilschool and swimming). In September a business trip to Denmark was planned and a ladies trip to Tenerife. However, everything came differently than planned. 

On 16.08.2022 I was suddenly very tired and nauseous asI was one day overdue I made a pregnancy test, which was positive. It was such a strange feeling, on one side I was happy but I was so afraid what if it goes like the last time. I immediately called my husband who could hardly believe it. At the beginning of the year I changed my gynecologist because I didn’t feel comfortable with the old one. I called her immediately and she told me to come by the end of week, that I was in the 6th week of pregnancy and we can not much seen yet, but we could have a look because of an ectopic pregnancy. The control went well, then she said we make the next appointment 2 weeks later when I am in the 8 ssw we could see the heartbeat then. Exactly in this week I started bleeding again, was so afraid, I went to the doctor, she told me everything is good the heart is beating and wrote me sick. I canceled all my appointments and took some more rest as I had a strange feeling because it was almost the same as the last time when I had a miscarriage. The doctor, however, reassured me and said that no matter what, I should call and I could always come by, which was true. In the 9 SSw I had the feeling it is over the bleeding was once stronger, I went immediately to the doctor, it was still all good.

The doctor informed us about the first trimester and NIPT test, with my history I decided for the NIPT test in the 11 SSW, they told us the result would be available in the 12 SSW, which was not the case because the laboratory had too much to do, so we made the first trimester test the result should be available here quickly and that I can then calm down a bit. It was so on Thursday afternoon came the call with the message the test is negative, we had this weekend an engagement in Germany, but we have said we wait for the result before we decide to go. In the evening we first told Shayan who was so happy I can hardly describe it in words, then the our families. Friday morning came the next call the NIPT test is also negative and with we get to know the gender of the baby. Friday evening we have informed our closest friends. From then on I started to be happy and bit more relaxed, even though I was always afraid inside I just hoped that everything would be fine. To the good luck I could feel the baby already from the 14 ssw, now I am in the 6 month and so far everything is good.

In the first pregnancy with Shayan I was 26 years old, much fitter and I noticed almost nothing of it, with this however Im now 33 and feel simply the whole time tired and limp, I must insert much more breaks (which is for the horror for me).

Birth date is end of April, I have now slowly started to take care of the baby room, to look what I want. Since I sold/dumped all the furniture and baby stuff last year, I have to buy most of it new (except the stroller).

That was the reason for my absence the last few months, hope I get to write a bit more now.

Have a nice afternoon

with Love Sinthuya